When the year finally reach november and approaching december..
everything around me seem to go much slower..
this jolly feeling floats around and i just feel merry~~
thoughts starts to get heavier.. reflecting all the lil happenings of the past months..

the good that made u smile..

the bad that frowns ur brown..

they have been the days you've been..

though not a christian, the counting down of x'mas always excites me..
when i recall back how i've been celebrating x'mas the past few years, i really don't have much memory to hold.. but yet it seem like x'mas is always a happy one :)

and i wonder how x'mas is gonna be like this year..
i wish for something different, but i'm not sure whats been installed for me.
come'on Santa, suprise me! i've been good this year :)

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this jolly feeling took a step back today and left me feeling really lousy deep inside..

its a feeling you just can't ignore, everything you do, every thought you think..

i'm sorry Sunshine.. for being a disappointment.

everyone's sun shines for half a day, while mine shines on whenever i wanna see it and i hope it will still be the same for you :)

this will always be Chubs' sunshine. like the beginning and for always.

life is bright and we've got too much to look forward.. so much to do..

thank you Yixian & Huiyee.
esp to Huiyee, trust me, i felt so much emotions in me when i saw you waiting for me aft work.
it really meant alot.. :)
i'm sorry i got you guys a lil worried..

life can't be always good isn't it? i have my cloudy days too, but i wont let the the clouds be heavy for too long..
i still think mine is good. still an amazing one :)
its lil things like this that makes a sheltered girl grow isn't it?

be jolly~ be merry!
its gonna be another good year ahead..
with alot to look forward to!

good night world..
good night..